March 2009

31st March 2009

March 2009 has been a hectic month for me and wifey. There are not many postings because of all the things that happened. Not that they are unhappy events but when wifey is out of Singapore for a good two weeks, the mood to write down my feelings are just not there. The two weeks without wifey really made me realised how much he meant to me.

After wifey's Cambodia trip, I also felt kind of losing him in someway. Perhaps it was the strong bond he created with his friends in Cambodia. Wifey told me during that two weeks they are really dependent on each other. I didn't like that. It is not like I did not approval of him having good friends but I am kind of hoping that me and him can share an experience like that, dependent on each other, rather he having the experience with friends he just get to know less than a month. Maybe this is what people call jealousy... although I am not sure why I am even jealous of his friends when most of them knew he is gay and he is with me...

Another issue in March is my planning for wifey. With wifey going Bali in a few days time, I am pretty upset. Partly that I will not be able to celebrate his 25th Birthday with him on the 5th April. I has always imagined this day how I am going to celebrate with him since his last birthday. I had planned to booked a nice hotel room so that we can spend the whole day there and spend a romantic night together. Wifey will check in the hotel discovering a really nice bouquet of roses on the bed with a self-made birthday card and a nice, tasty birthday cake on the writing table. His friends will all be invited and give him a surprise when he read the birthday card and all of us will spend the evening drinking and cam-whoring. However, all these plans will be trashed when his family announced to him that he will be following them to Bali. Hope he enjoys himself there then...

"I am going to miss you again my Wifey Shaari"

Hubby Roger

Back in my Arms :)

20th March 2009

Finally, after a long waiting time of two weeks, 14 days, wifey will be coming back home to Singapore. For the past two weeks, life has been very hard. With the bad reception and slow internet access in Cambodia, me and wifey literally had very little communication. The total sms exchanged and total minutes of phone calls I exchange with wifey add up to less than 20 sms and 10 minutes of talk time. All this pain-staking time will be gone in a few more hours and I will count down.

Early morning, I went back office to settle the rest of my work before I left for Hotel Ibis at Bencoolen. Me and wifey had earlier booked a room for the day till the next day to celebrate his return. Other than me, nobody else knows that he will be returning to Singapore today. This is to avoid interruption from family and friends so that we can both spend quality time together.

After checking in to the hotel room, I made my way to T2. Wifey’s flight will be touching down SG at 1300 hours. As usually there will be delays and by the time wifey came out of the belt with his luggage, it was already 1345 hours. Helped them to take a group photo before we head off to our hotel room for private moments.

Once inside the room, kissing and hugging wifey are my only actions for at least 15 minutes. I really really miss wifey a lot and I am not going to let go of him so easily. I want to make it up for the two weeks worth of kiss and hug that was lost due to his trip. Wifey is still as sexy as before and with a new tann, he is even more attractive than before. We went for a shower together before we made-love on the bed passionately.

Making love after enduring two weeks is not a joke. We took our time slowly to tease each other and explore each other’s body thoroughly as though it was our first time. We took our time and we fuck slow and deep. I did not cum inside wifey as we will be watching a show together later and I do not want him to experience tummy pain whenever I cum inside him. Still both of us shoot a really big load on top of wifey’s tummy.

After making-love and washing up, we took a little nap. I woke up a bit early to iron the clothing for wifey and myself as we are meeting Andy and Agent J for dinner. Thereafter we head out and walk all the way to Marina Square Hong Kong Café for dinner. As we were rather late, we are not able to finish our last dish, which has not even arrived. Still we head off to the Esplanade to catch the stand-up comedy by Kumar.

The show is supposed to be 100 minutes in length and it is in fact 100 minutes slightly more. The price paid for is totally worth it as Kumar really made wifey laugh with his jokes till wifey had tears in his eyes. Time really past fast when people are happy and the showed ended soon when we thought there is more of it. Guess happy times just do not last as long.

After the show, we walked around Esplanade and then head to The Cathay to watch the movie “Race to With Mountain” We were planning to watch the horror Thai movie but the seats are limited. Although I know this is not the movie wifey prefers to watch but I really am happy that he watched it with me. I know wifey is very tire as he did not catch enough sleep on the way back but he wants to keep his promise to keep me company as long as possible and that makes me really feel that he loves me a lot. Thank you wifey.

After the movie, we walked back and as both of us are really tire out by then (almost 2 a.m. in the morning) and in no time, we feel asleep with me hugging wifey to our dreamland…

“Forever Love You”
“Wifey Shaari B Sapari”
Hubby Roger

I Miss You

14th March 2009

It has been 8 days since wifey left for Cambodia. It has been a very depressing 8 days. Almost everyday I waited patiently for his call as he only has time to call me at night. Everyday I worried if he is alright at Cambodia. And everyday, I missed wifey badly.

No Calls...

8th March 2009

Today is the 3rd day wifey is in Cambodia for his school Youth Expedition Project. He had not called or sms me for the whole day. The last call I received from him was yesterday around 7.00pm and now I am worried.

I had disabled the security code for my sim card in case he forgot them thus even if he reset the phone, it can be used straight away. I tried calling but the phone is turned off. I have totally no idea what he was doing and how he was.

I am so damn worried because he might be ill, he might be injured, he might have gotten into some accident and there is no one to contact me or inform me. I really has no idea what happened.

I had already sent him an sms. Although in the sms I am angry and unhappy that he did not contact me, I am in fact more worried than anything. The worst feelings one can have is not knowing the well being of the person that he care and love most.

I hope wifey will at least sms me to let me know he is safe everyday...

"I Love You Wifey"

"Please call or sms back soon"

Hubby Roger