March 2009 has been a hectic month for me and wifey. There are not many postings because of all the things that happened. Not that they are unhappy events but when wifey is out of Singapore for a good two weeks, the mood to write down my feelings are just not there. The two weeks without wifey really made me realised how much he meant to me.
After wifey's Cambodia trip, I also felt kind of losing him in someway. Perhaps it was the strong bond he created with his friends in Cambodia. Wifey told me during that two weeks they are really dependent on each other. I didn't like that. It is not like I did not approval of him having good friends but I am kind of hoping that me and him can share an experience like that, dependent on each other, rather he having the experience with friends he just get to know less than a month. Maybe this is what people call jealousy... although I am not sure why I am even jealous of his friends when most of them knew he is gay and he is with me...
Another issue in March is my planning for wifey. With wifey going Bali in a few days time, I am pretty upset. Partly that I will not be able to celebrate his 25th Birthday with him on the 5th April. I has always imagined this day how I am going to celebrate with him since his last birthday. I had planned to booked a nice hotel room so that we can spend the whole day there and spend a romantic night together. Wifey will check in the hotel discovering a really nice bouquet of roses on the bed with a self-made birthday card and a nice, tasty birthday cake on the writing table. His friends will all be invited and give him a surprise when he read the birthday card and all of us will spend the evening drinking and cam-whoring. However, all these plans will be trashed when his family announced to him that he will be following them to Bali. Hope he enjoys himself there then...
"I am going to miss you again my Wifey Shaari"
Hubby Roger
