19th April 2009
It is a sunny and clear day but my mood was cloudy and moody. I knew the reason perfectly why I am feeling this way. This is not the first time I felt it and this definitely will net be the last time that I will be feeling it.
Yesterday, I met up with wifey after my work to pick him up from school. I sent him home for a short rest as we planned to head for the gathering at his colleague Faridah’s house. I had been there a couple of times with wifey and Faridah knew me also. As we were both very tire, we fell asleep and only woke up around 6.00pm to get ready and leave home to meet Yazid and Thedy at Tampines Central before we hail a cab to Faridah’s house.
When we reached, we were the latest already and we started eating and joking. It was great and I knew wifey had missed his colleagues a lot and he is definitely having a great time.
The plan earlier was to leave around midnight, preferably before as I need to see him home and head home myself later. However, the thing with wifey is that, the plan always change. However, I guess the atmosphere is so great that wifey ‘asked’ me what to do. Judging from the way wifey ‘asked’, I knew what he wants and he knows exactly how I will give in to him.
This is the part that I sometimes felt disappointed with him. He knows what he should do but to get what he wants, he ‘asked’ me with the kind of tone and look that makes me decide something that will make him happy, knowing very well I wanted to make him happy. So, we stayed and watch DVDs. After one show, past midnight and he wanted to carry on a second DVD with them. Knowing that I am freaking tire, all he suggests is for me to sleep in that noisy living room and on a thin mattress called temporary bed. As if I can get a good rest on it.
I was seriously pretty upset about his ‘sensitivity’ last night until he suggested something to make up for it. He suggested that I stayed over and in the morning, he will come over to my place and wait for me to get ready before we head off to my friend’s baby shower together. Well, that somehow made me less upset as there is something to look forward to.
In the morning just today when he woke up and woke me up, from the look of his face I knew the latest plan is going to change. And as I predicted, he told me if I mind to go home first and pick him up later if I got car.
That question totally ruins my whole day of anticipated good mood. No doubt he gave a perfectly understandable reason, that his grandmother was here and he did not want his mother to nag. Strangely, I also felt that there will be further changes to our plan. Since he is not coming over first, the prior plan is after the baby shower, he comes over to my house. I also predicted that he will tell me that he needs to go home early for some reasons.
Sometimes, I felt that I am a really male-witch with promotion powers. I cannot see the future but I can read it and true as it is… wifey called after I reached home to tell me that he cannot go home late. My mood now is totally sucky and how I wished now that I had never ever invited him to go with me to the baby shower.
The thing I dislikes most is always the change of plan to his schedule and his pleasure without even thinking for me how I will feel. It is as though I am a human being blessed without the emotions of upset, anger or disappointment. Sometimes I wished I can be like that…
It is a sunny and clear day but my mood was cloudy and moody. I knew the reason perfectly why I am feeling this way. This is not the first time I felt it and this definitely will net be the last time that I will be feeling it.
Yesterday, I met up with wifey after my work to pick him up from school. I sent him home for a short rest as we planned to head for the gathering at his colleague Faridah’s house. I had been there a couple of times with wifey and Faridah knew me also. As we were both very tire, we fell asleep and only woke up around 6.00pm to get ready and leave home to meet Yazid and Thedy at Tampines Central before we hail a cab to Faridah’s house.
When we reached, we were the latest already and we started eating and joking. It was great and I knew wifey had missed his colleagues a lot and he is definitely having a great time.
The plan earlier was to leave around midnight, preferably before as I need to see him home and head home myself later. However, the thing with wifey is that, the plan always change. However, I guess the atmosphere is so great that wifey ‘asked’ me what to do. Judging from the way wifey ‘asked’, I knew what he wants and he knows exactly how I will give in to him.
This is the part that I sometimes felt disappointed with him. He knows what he should do but to get what he wants, he ‘asked’ me with the kind of tone and look that makes me decide something that will make him happy, knowing very well I wanted to make him happy. So, we stayed and watch DVDs. After one show, past midnight and he wanted to carry on a second DVD with them. Knowing that I am freaking tire, all he suggests is for me to sleep in that noisy living room and on a thin mattress called temporary bed. As if I can get a good rest on it.
I was seriously pretty upset about his ‘sensitivity’ last night until he suggested something to make up for it. He suggested that I stayed over and in the morning, he will come over to my place and wait for me to get ready before we head off to my friend’s baby shower together. Well, that somehow made me less upset as there is something to look forward to.
In the morning just today when he woke up and woke me up, from the look of his face I knew the latest plan is going to change. And as I predicted, he told me if I mind to go home first and pick him up later if I got car.
That question totally ruins my whole day of anticipated good mood. No doubt he gave a perfectly understandable reason, that his grandmother was here and he did not want his mother to nag. Strangely, I also felt that there will be further changes to our plan. Since he is not coming over first, the prior plan is after the baby shower, he comes over to my house. I also predicted that he will tell me that he needs to go home early for some reasons.
Sometimes, I felt that I am a really male-witch with promotion powers. I cannot see the future but I can read it and true as it is… wifey called after I reached home to tell me that he cannot go home late. My mood now is totally sucky and how I wished now that I had never ever invited him to go with me to the baby shower.
The thing I dislikes most is always the change of plan to his schedule and his pleasure without even thinking for me how I will feel. It is as though I am a human being blessed without the emotions of upset, anger or disappointment. Sometimes I wished I can be like that…
“Love You Wifey”
Hubby Roger
Hubby Roger
