Below is the first email I received from Wifey on 28th September.
TO...........
HUBBY
ROGER ONG
I MISS U SOOOOO MUCH.............................
seriously u r the first ever person that make me feels this way...when i did not receive ur morning sms i will be grumpy......when u did not call or msg for at least 2hrs i feel so lost and if i neve recieve any call i will be depress............whatz more if i did not get to see u i feel so down there r times that i just want to take a cab and go all the way to ur house just to say that i love u and give u a nite nite kiss but then u should know the reason that stop me.......and this reason also make u thinks that i have not sayang u enough or have not care :( am talking bout my mum......u know how paranoid she can get or how sneaky she is right but she is still my mum so I AM REALLY REALLY SORIE........u always ask me why i choose u??? the thing is like the saying goes 'u don't choose them.......they choose u' :) to tell u the truth during the first few mths of our relationship i am not sure bout it..........i got my reservation coz i'm not sure wat i want myself..........but u were there........u put in the effort and i can see how sincere u r and not only me even my GERLFRENZ tells me tat........and u have got their chop of approval and wif flying colours and as u know their opinion and say is very important to me........remember wat SRI said when she came over to break fast with us when we were painting the house??? "now i don't have to worry bout sheri coz he have found THE ONE, so i can concentrate on my love life" tatz big.......as time pass u manage to melt my cold heart and i have not been open bout my feeling to anyone before of course i do abit but not the whole. I LOVE U because U LOVE ME for who i am u never try to change me and u respect me as a person........u never stop me from doing things that i like mainly CLUBBING.....u help me and support me all the way especially when i started school........without u there i don't think tat i will get A VERY GOOD RESULT yeah of course i will do good but not as good coz i know that u r also in it and i should not dissappoint u............in the past when u were talking bout getting a house and staying together i am very very scared and if u realised am always quite when we talk bout tis topic BUT now i can see our future together.........i can imagine staying whole my life with u ....waking up with u by my side making u breakfast and cook for u then waiting for u to get home and whenever i think bout it i am very excited.....i have a secret actually i have been secretly planning for our wedding hehehehe mentally lah been checking through websites and checking out youtube for some commitment ceremony clip........hehehehe right now i'm at ease with u and u r part of my life too and if u notice my mum so far have been better with u around the house or me going out with u so tis are good sign for our future.....so to make tis work u have to stop me when i make a mistake i know i can be strong headed most of the time but tatz me.......i have my own mind and not afraid to speak them out and most of the time we ended up arguing bout it hehehe and i think the arguing part have to tone down abit.....i have been trying to give and take.......am trying very very hard now so i really hope u can bear with it K hubby............i am trying very hard to change........not totally just enough to be a good wifey so pls help me along the way coz i know i can't do it myself........and there times that i may seem to be abit rude or outspoken i am really really sorie hubby.......if u find something tat is bothering u pls don't keep it to urself coz in a relationship we must be open bout everything especially felling and must keep the communication going coz once the communication is dead the whole relationship will crumble.........i know u are not vocal and u express urself through e-mails and letters AND i'm more vocal and i don't know how to express my felling by writing it down so we must sometimes work abit harder to make things work okiez..........coz when i'm talking u are silent and i get very irritated and on ur side u complaint that i never write u any letter or e-mails and guess u r irritated too hehehehe am sorie i know i have not put in much effort so this e-mail shall be a start okiez............but watever happens u must know that I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL TILL DEATH DO US PART......................i am really sorie if i ever have break ur heart or makes u feel down, irritate u or even making u cry........hubby we must work very very hard together to make tis wonderful and fabulous relationship works okiez.....promise me........u have my word or i will be struck by lightning hehehe :)
FROM UR..........
WIFEY
SHAARI B SAPARI
